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Models applying from all directions - what a difference... Spring must be in the air.

I really wanted to complete a series - and now there are so many series to complete...

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Fri Dec 28, 2012, 4:13 PM
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ECHO!!!! e c h o e c h o o
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Back in Port Macquarie... all rested up... but it's freezing!
Tue Jul 3, 2012, 7:22 PM
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i just fel tlike i found forrester................. by visiting your page
Mon Jan 9, 2012, 4:23 AM
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Shhh... you'll wake the children...
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Received from one of the people we have met along the way – as a response to my publication of 'Whose Rules'.
To date, I have been told more than 350 stories – many of them not much more than three sentences, but many have also vowed to write their story also.
I met this person as a 19 year old model and spent no more than two hours with her in total.- she has kept up with my blogs, although she is not a FB friend.
We will call her 'Nina' . Nina has just finished her College Degree in Psychology, and has worked as an Art Model. I am unsure of her current employment status.

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Nina:
".. Now for my story please make sure you have time to read and feel free to ask questions i have come to be very comfortable with talking about it.

OK, Well my parents moved my sister and I to Alabama from California when i was 3 years old, so i don't remember much . but I know when I was five my father introduced my sister and I to sex, and my mother assisted helping him take our innocence... at the time i thought it was OK because he said he was our best friend and that no-one would care for us if we ever told or tried going out on our own....

There would be times he had all three of us in a room at the same time.. it wasn't until age 7 he began to have actual intercourse .... and that's also when he introduced my sister and I to drugs ... He made my sister and I take Ritalin, Demerol, Morphine, Zanex, and what ever he used to make himself, but with sex and drugs my mom soon became jealous of my father's affairs with us. She went to work one night and never came home .. I had made dinner that night .. so as you can imagine the bad, just got worse - age 12 with no mother - I had to raise my youngest brother, 'D'. He was still in diapers at the time I taught him how to read and write then he began school .... My father started injecting my sister and I with the drugs, locking us in the room and if we dared say no!.. He would beat my sister and I or who ever made him mad .. sometimes he would make us beat each other for other people's entertainment..
As you can imagine I wasn't able to go to school often. I would make Cs, Ds and Fs. I worked hard to try and support my family. I worked, cleaned houses, hauled hay, chopped wood and gave my dad 50% of everything I made, as he he never worked..

Years go by, my father started giving me more of the sexual abuse and my sister more of the physical abuse. By the time I turned 15 I thought it was as bad as it could get ...I went to school one day and the god just touched me, he touched my heart. I felt I needed to tell someone.. I mean people knew, but no-one could do anything about it unless we admitted to it.. That day I told my teacher after school about my father hitting me and she felt the large bump I had on the side of my head.. Life changed from that moment on. A woman from my sister's work took all four of us in.. She raised me from 16 to 18 then I left for college (4 hrs away) and have been paying for everything I own from that point on..

My sister also went to college 30 minutes from where we lived .. My brothers where admitted into foster care because the lady taking care of us got cancer and was no longer able to care for them.. They were moved 12 times before the State awarded my sister care of our 2 younger brothers.. We have no family besides us four kids, and well since then we have been thanking god everyday!!! My mother died last June of a brain aneurysm, I'm sure from all the drugs. The sad thing about it, is nothing ever changed. I never heard from her after she left.. My father was admitted into 3 insane asylums before he was sent to jail.. and that leads us up to now...."

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Beau Nestor
Artist | Professional | Photography
Working with models and other subjects to create a series of books and exhibitions based on the beauty of the human form, the subtlety of light and the moments that move us all.

Join me - anywhere.

Current Residence: Back in Australia - I think..., deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium Nude in transparent beige, Print preference: Archival prints on my 12 Col Giclee baby., Favourite genre of music: Mystical, Medieval, Moody, Favourite style of art: Powerful Expressionism, Operating System: Synapses melting in confusion, MP3 player of choice: Need some dead batteries?, Shell of choice: cracked emu eggshell, Wallpaper of choice: Tattered, Skin of choice: anyone else's - mine is flakey, Favourite cartoon character: Casper, Personal Quote: A moment in time, A point of view; Devoid of technical merit - so creativity required.
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:iconpearwood:
=pearwood Apr 20, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
How goes the battle, Beau?
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=BeauNestor Apr 20, 2013  Professional Photographer
Pretty quiet these days, cameras have got very heavy lately. I tend to lurk a little, but save my energy for writing memoirs that will never be read.....

Hope all is well with you.
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=pearwood Apr 20, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
The bodies do let us down it seems. Mine's holding up pretty well, but gravity will win eventually.

We're in new digs as of August, a bit more than half the size of the previous, but we'd still find a spot for you and Gayle if you ever get out this way again.
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=BeauNestor Apr 21, 2013  Professional Photographer
Gravity sucks, the grave is gravity on steroids - terminal velocity steroids.

Thanks, I don't see any likelihood of making it there... if I was able to, I'd be ticking off the last on my bucket list - somewhere North of you now and closer to your former place of employment - Aurora Borealis.
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~XLove77 Mar 19, 2013  Student Artist
Hi. I was wandering if I could use one of your amazing photographs Bartlett's Beach NSW Australia" in a movie I' m making for a contest. It will be on screen for about 4-5 seconds. Is it ok with you?' Thanks in advance.
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=BeauNestor Mar 20, 2013  Professional Photographer
Thanks for asking! You are welcome to use the image... please send me a link if you can!

Beau
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`phydeau Dec 3, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
The name fits you. :)
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=BeauNestor Dec 3, 2012  Professional Photographer
I'm losing my erotic romantic side way too rapidly.... Stick with what I know!
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=pearwood Dec 3, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Pleased to meet you, Mr. Nestor.
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:icond4everbecca:
Lol well, it takes all the parties to make the shot a masterpiece-and that includes you:) You captured it so I give you many kudos for that. Wow, I need to go to New Zealand now it sounds like lol
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=BeauNestor Jun 11, 2012  Professional Photographer
Take me!!! Take me!!! Mikaela was coming to Australia to shoot with me, but got turned away on Visa Regs, so she went to NZ and I went to meet her there....

Now it's your turn to bring me over... Deal!!!
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:icond4everbecca:
Lol I WISH! That's probably a crapload of money
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Hi Beau, just letting you know that I came for a visit, love it all.

Rob
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=BeauNestor Apr 4, 2012  Professional Photographer
Thanks Rob, I'm not sure if my collection is eclectic or dyslexic, but it's 'diverse'!!!

Feel free to wander any time!
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*analillithbar Feb 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconeyecancer2plz: for the :+favlove:
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~BriarRose9 Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the watch!!:)
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*analillithbar Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Your work has been featured here: [link]
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Hi dear Friend

Your Fabulous artwork is featured in the GOLDEN GATE COLLECTION


you are Most welcome!!! ................................................

regards

By The Way ...Take a tour on the GOLDEN GATE COLLECTION....[link]
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~ThruEmilysEyesPhotos Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
:iconloveitsignplz:Your beautiful work has been featured here: [link] Please fave this journal article so that more people will see it! :love:
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Hope you have a great birthday!
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:iconbummiesplz:Happy Birthday! :cake:
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~BKImages Jan 10, 2012   Photographer
Happy Birthday! :cake:
Hope it's everything you want it to be. ;) :)
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=pearwood Jan 10, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
A blessed birthday to you, Beau.
Steve
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Happy birthday !
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