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My biggest issue with Trump is probably the fact that he has had no prior political experience, went bankrupt 6 times and has many failed businesses, paid off a porn star to keep quiet, has over 24 harassment allegations, has had 2 articles of impeachment drafted against him, illegally contacted Ukraine to help him win re-election, has the most hours of golfing over any president, has done nothing to help our dying climate,  botched the coronavirus response because he called it a hoax by the democrats instead of acting quicker, has never had an approval rating of over 45 percent, the whole Central Park 5 incident, thinks climate change is a Chinese hoax, told POC to go back to where they came from, throws meltdowns on Twitter, constantly retweets himself agreeing with himself, has had tweets flagged for misinformation, signed an executive bill regarding Twitter after his feelings got hurt, has increased our debt, hasn’t pulled out of any wars, adbandoned the Kurds, is really fat with a spray tan, has US pride at an all time low, has 10 cases of obstruction of justice per the mueller report, used George Floyd as an excuse to brag about job numbers, wanted to use violence against peaceful protestors, has done nothing to solve the wealth gap or poverty rate, has increased our debt, is fat and has an ugly spray tan, said he would date his own daughter, talked about fake treatments during a corona press conference,  used to be an anti vaxxer, violated an official weather map with a fucking sharpie, all the shit in john Bolton’s book, said that cases would disappear if testing stopped, has a Vice President that can’t say “black lives matter” only “all lives matter”, falsely claimed there’s an AIDS vaccine, loves himself but has little empathy for others, is a complete asshole to reporters, made fun of someone disabled, the “grab by the pussy” thing, wanted to nuke a hurricane, thinks windmills cause cancer,  has told over 19,000 false claims, talked more about him on a ramp than George Floyd, wants burning the flag to be a crime, called the coronavirus the kung flu, and has done nothing to help the average American.

Also the fact that he’s a lying, unqualified, draft dodging, gold star family disrespecting, POW attacking, US General insulting, racist, sexist, vulgar, confirmed sexual assaulting, trillion dollars to the rich tax cutting, own daughter creeping, wife cheating with a pornstar after birth of son and paying her off to influence a presidential election, $413 million dollar inheritance getting, teen pageant dressing room invading, baby and mother separating, breast feeding mother shaming, fat-shaming while being fat, 17 women accusing him of sexual assaulting, accusers are not attractive enough for him to assault implying, university student defrauding, bankrupt casino causing, kids cancer charity stealing, taped detailed accusation of rape of a minor having, wife-beating, popular vote losing, anti-vaxxing, Christianity-faking, publicist impersonating, tax dodging, friends’ wives pursuing, impeached, foreign aid bribing, 1/3 of the presidency golf playing, free press assaulting, Hannity coordinating, Cambridge Analytica using, Ivanka is a “piece of ass” approving, loan application asset inflating, historically low polling, college achievement faking, unqualified judge appointing, unqualified cabinet member appointing, foreign influence on our election welcoming, tax release avoiding, birther conspiracy spreading, Ukraine ambassador targeting, Russian money taking, Kurdish ally abandoning, soldier brain injury downplaying, full morning “executive time” taking, Epstein befriending, Putin bowing, Kim Jong Un praising, North Korean general saluting, US intelligence denying, tallest building in lower Manhattan after 9/11 boasting, congress obstructing, nuclear non-proliferation deal ending, Justice obstructing, unqualified daughter and son-in-law appointing, healthcare cut targeting, pedophile candidate supporting, trump tower Moscow denying, mail-bomber inspiring, 4 out of top 5 largest protests in US history causing, green energy stifling, clean water regulation destroying, healthy school lunch ending, climate change denying, congressional and judicial branch attacking, economy does better under democrats saying, Goldman Sachs appointing, food stamp removing, emissions standards lowering, press conference avoiding, emoluments clause breaking, longest govt shutdown record holding, Saudi Arabia nuclear tech selling, golf cheating, time magazine cover faking, El Paso mass shooter inspiring, paying legal bills for roughing up protestors promising, killed soldier “knew what he signed up for” saying, pardon abusing, scumbag.

Sources:

• ⁠lying, www.washingtonpost.com/politic…
• ⁠unqualified, www.vox.com/policy-and-politic…
• ⁠draft dodging, www.usatoday.com/story/news/po…
• ⁠gold star family disrespecting, www.nytimes.com/2016/07/31/us/…
• ⁠POW attacking, www.npr.org/sections/thetwo-wa…
• ⁠US General insulting, www.militarytimes.com/news/pen…
• ⁠racist, www.theatlantic.com/magazine/a…
• ⁠sexist, www.bbc.com/news/world-us-cana…
• ⁠vulgar, www.nytimes.com/2016/10/08/us/…
• ⁠confirmed sexual assaulting, www.nytimes.com/2016/10/08/us/…
• ⁠trillion dollars to the rich tax cutting, budget.house.gov/publications/…
• ⁠own daughter creeping, www.independent.co.uk/news/wor…
• ⁠wife cheating with a pornstar after birth of son and paying her off to influence a presidential election, www.bbc.com/news/world-us-cana…
• ⁠$413 million dollar inheritance getting, www.washingtonpost.com/news/mo…
• ⁠teen pageant dressing room invading, www.politifact.com/wisconsin/a…
• ⁠baby and mother separating, www.nytimes.com/2019/06/14/the…
• ⁠breast feeding mother shaming, www.parents.com/baby/all-about…
• ⁠fat-shaming while being fat, nymag.com/intelligencer/2019/0…
• ⁠17 women accusing him of sexual assaulting, abcnews.go.com/Politics/list-t…
• ⁠accusers are not attractive enough for him to assault implying, www.vanityfair.com/news/2016/1…
• ⁠university student defrauding, abcnews.go.com/US/judge-finali…
• ⁠bankrupt casino causing, www.washingtonpost.com/politic…
• ⁠kids cancer charity stealing, www.forbes.com/sites/danalexan…
• ⁠taped detailed accusation of rape of a minor having, www.snopes.com/news/2016/06/23…
• ⁠wife-beating, www.newyorker.com/magazine/201…
• ⁠popular vote losing, www.independent.co.uk/news/wor…
• ⁠anti-vaxxing, mobile.twitter.com/realdonaldt…
• ⁠Christianity-faking, www.kentucky.com/opinion/op-ed…
• ⁠publicist impersonating, www.usatoday.com/story/news/po…
• ⁠tax dodging, www.vox.com/policy-and-politic…
• ⁠friends’ wives pursuing, www.independent.co.uk/news/wor…
• ⁠impeached, time.com/5552679/impeached-pre…
• ⁠foreign aid bribing, www.bbc.com/news/world-us-cana…
• ⁠1/3 of the presidency golf playing, www.washingtonpost.com/politic…
• ⁠free press assaulting, www.vox.com/policy-and-politic…
• ⁠Hannity coordinating, www.buzzfeednews.com/article/e…
• ⁠Cambridge Analytica using, www.wired.com/story/what-did-c…
• ⁠Ivanka is a “piece of ass” approving, www.politico.com/story/2016/10…
• ⁠loan application asset inflating, www.nytimes.com/2019/02/27/bus…
• ⁠historically low polling, theweek.com/speedreads/890683/…
• ⁠college achievement faking, www.forbes.com/sites/christoph…
• ⁠unqualified judge appointing, news.bloomberglaw.com/us-law-w…
• ⁠unqualified cabinet member appointing, www.latimes.com/local/educatio…
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The Most Unforgettable Character I've Met.



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The single word that springs to mind as I think of him.

Everything was a measure of emotions. Plagued with an unceasing guilt that welcomed both physical and emotional pain, driven by obsessive need that was only satisfied with more guilt & pain, taking irresponsible risks, that brought people to shun his self destructive nature or ride the  roller coaster with him for as long as they could.

Larrikin, scoundrel, rascal... describe the boy that fought manhood for as long as Peter Pan. When he asked you to hover at the cliff and fly with him, it was always unclear whether he was speaking in metaphors, or would be happy to test his abilities in reality. Whenever we were actually near a precipice of any sort, he would shy away from it, ever fearful that it would be just too inviting. Everything in his world was a life and death decision, and they were always weighed up without prejudice. The fact that he has squeaked through to this stage of his life is quite an accomplishment for the forces of chance.

He hurt some people. He touched parts of their souls that they denied existed. He wanted them to experience even painful emotions, not as a punishment, but as a reward for having opened their minds to the darker reaches within.

He loved people. Deeply. But I feel he never felt worthy to stay around them in case he held them back. He needed to share the hidden depths that lay within each of them, before moving on.

Never a coward, rarely a hero but always larger than life. No-one who met him, ever forgot him.

He saved my life by lifting a burning log off my back while we were fighting bushfires and again by standing back to back when we were attacked by a gang of knife wielding thugs. For him, everyday events, for me earth shattering, monumental and unforgettable. I know he has saved other lives too.

He will live on. He has made countless people think for the first time in their lives. His magnetic personality polarized many people, they were drawn to him, or repelled quickly. He will not be forgotten.

From boyhood to manhood he has been an amazing part of my life - I wish I was with you in the last weeks, old friend.
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The time has come the Walrus said....

It took a long time for the British explorers to have any understanding of the Aboriginals during the early years. The wisdom, philosophy and deep attachment to the land that they shared with nature seemed trivial and pointless to those colonists.

Although the Aboriginals had a deep attachment to the land, few stayed and protected their plots. Instead they followed the weather patterns across thousands of kilometers, hunting, gathering 'bush tucker' (wild fruits and roots) and they did this without shoes in a land without end.

As a matter of fact, they carried little with them. Primitive spears, or throwing sticks, stone knives and little else. Their philosophy was simple: If you can't carry it, you don't want it. Quite unnerving to the White settlers that brought all manner of comforts with them from England. 

Their counting system also seemed primitive. The concept of 'One, Two, Many' was hardly a way for bartering in the English system.(One is for Me, Two is for me and my wife, Many is 'enough to share with the tribe'.)

Slowly, some of this has worn off on us. We don't need a dozen plates, twenty chairs around a house, or even, a whole house. (As soon as you give away the plates, you don't need a dishwasher - how smart is that?!) We need somewhere simple to protect us from the wind, somewhere to get clean, somewhere to eat. If we are fortunate enough to have friends drop in, we hope they'll bring a plate, or we can eat in shifts. Time to minimize. The gathering part of our lives is passed, the distribution of our 'wealth' to our children is complete. Now let's see how well we exist on the barest minimums. There are plenty of places for the last of our belongings to be gainfully used. But the waste of space that a whole house takes up is no longer for us.

Many of you have dropped in for visits, stayed for a day or a week and moved on to your next destination. That no longer fits our lifestyle. We have not got the space available to have people stay, we haven't got any resources to feed you, and we are not expecting anything to change in the future. We are looking after each other and spending time understanding more about reality and less about the promises of others. We haven't spent a lot of time on here in recent months, and we will spend less. Age, health & time all conjure up new values as we hit them at break-neck speed. But you'd like me to take your photographs? - sure, better buy a camera, put it in my hand, and I'll shoot it. The order of importance of many things, has changed.


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Received from one of the people we have met along the way – as a response to my publication of 'Whose Rules'.
To date, I have been told more than 350 stories – many of them not much more than three sentences, but many have also vowed to write their story also.
I met this person as a 19 year old model and spent no more than two hours with her in total.- she has kept up with my blogs, although she is not a FB friend.
We will call her 'Nina' . Nina has just finished her College Degree in Psychology, and has worked as an Art Model. I am unsure of her current employment status.

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Nina:
".. Now for my story please make sure you have time to read and feel free to ask questions i have come to be very comfortable with talking about it.

OK, Well my parents moved my sister and I to Alabama from California when i was 3 years old, so i don't remember much . but I know when I was five my father introduced my sister and I to sex, and my mother assisted helping him take our innocence... at the time i thought it was OK because he said he was our best friend and that no-one would care for us if we ever told or tried going out on our own....

There would be times he had all three of us in a room at the same time.. it wasn't until age 7 he began to have actual intercourse .... and that's also when he introduced my sister and I to drugs ... He made my sister and I take Ritalin, Demerol, Morphine, Zanex, and what ever he used to make himself, but with sex and drugs my mom soon became jealous of my father's affairs with us. She went to work one night and never came home .. I had made dinner that night .. so as you can imagine the bad, just got worse - age 12 with no mother - I had to raise my youngest brother, 'D'. He was still in diapers at the time I taught him how to read and write then he began school .... My father started injecting my sister and I with the drugs, locking us in the room and if we dared say no!.. He would beat my sister and I or who ever made him mad .. sometimes he would make us beat each other for other people's entertainment..
As you can imagine I wasn't able to go to school often. I would make Cs, Ds and Fs. I worked hard to try and support my family. I worked, cleaned houses, hauled hay, chopped wood and gave my dad 50% of everything I made, as he he never worked..

Years go by, my father started giving me more of the sexual abuse and my sister more of the physical abuse. By the time I turned 15 I thought it was as bad as it could get ...I went to school one day and the god just touched me, he touched my heart. I felt I needed to tell someone.. I mean people knew, but no-one could do anything about it unless we admitted to it.. That day I told my teacher after school about my father hitting me and she felt the large bump I had on the side of my head.. Life changed from that moment on. A woman from my sister's work took all four of us in.. She raised me from 16 to 18 then I left for college (4 hrs away) and have been paying for everything I own from that point on..

My sister also went to college 30 minutes from where we lived .. My brothers where admitted into foster care because the lady taking care of us got cancer and was no longer able to care for them.. They were moved 12 times before the State awarded my sister care of our 2 younger brothers.. We have no family besides us four kids, and well since then we have been thanking god everyday!!! My mother died last June of a brain aneurysm, I'm sure from all the drugs. The sad thing about it, is nothing ever changed. I never heard from her after she left.. My father was admitted into 3 insane asylums before he was sent to jail.. and that leads us up to now...."
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Consider:

- The natural existence of a Time / Space 'Clock' (TSC) that synchronizes planetary / stellar / galactic orbits and spacing (think Greenwich Mean Time that is used to synchronize Earth Time Zones but an element of physics)

- The natural existence of human (and other) DNA linked 'clock' that is linked to the Earth's 'Time Space' clock.(HTSC) (Perhaps we have looked at Biorhythms as a more measurable form of this)

- The 'clocks' and links between them are based on an electro-magnetic force. (XEMF)

These are as real as 'Air' and 'Gravity' – we simply don't see them but they are active at all times.

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Using this hypothesis, many inexplicable occurrences can be discussed and argued.

e.g.
Schizophrenia, Alien Encounters and many so called Mental Disturbances = XEMF disturbance. The person is sane, but they are out of synch with HTSC. They may hear voices that are from out of time or from a different place. They may speak to or be examined by 'aliens', God, dead relatives or simply generalized voices. They may see things that have never (yet) existed, existed in the past, or exist elsewhere, whether past present or future.

Déjà vu = Momentary blip in HTSC allowing 'pre-memory'

Dreams = Momentary re-indexing of HTSC, creating distortions of past, present, future, place, space and even different physical situations

Time Travel = Balancing TSC, HTSC and XEMF to achieve a defined point in the 'normal' Space/Time Continuum that is not the current point.

Philadelphia Experiment = Semi controlled Interference of the XEMF, HTSC with the TSC

Radar Cloaking = Controlled Local Interference of the XEMF

Stargate = a real potental

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This puts a new view on the concept of Astrology – the manner that the balance of cosmic forces has on humans...  perhaps the Ancients were closer than even they realized.

Close encounters of the Third Kind, UFOs, Alien visitation, may all be explained as the ability of others (maybe ourselves) to control these forces.

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This is a mechanism to think beyond the normal finite boundaries that control us. It is not something to believe, follow or change, but a mechanism for discussing apparently disparate events with a more simplified 'Unified Theory'.

I welcome your input.
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